Welcome to my head at midnight

Good at being busy, keeping up with friends
Tryna stop anxiety from catching me again
I've tried everything (I've tried everything)
I'll do anything (I'll do anything)
If I got a day off, I'll start dreading it
Give me too much time and I'll fill it up with heavy shit
I need therapy (I need therapy)
Don't like this side of me (don't like this side of me)

All I ever do is try to outrun the fear
But when the lights go down
It always seems to find me here

I'm my own worst enemy at night
All the voices come alive
Saying: You're a disappointment
And you're fucking up your life
It's a really lonely fight
When the monsters in your mind
Tell you: No one's gonna love you
Welcome to my head at midnight

Watched everything on Netflix, shit that I don't like
Anything to quiet down the mess up in my mind
A temporary fix is better than feeling like this

And all I ever do is try to outrun the fear
But when the lights go down
It always seems to find me here

I'm my own worst enemy at night
All the voices come alive
Saying: You're a disappointment
And you're fucking up your life
It's a really lonely fight
When the monsters in your mind
Tell you: No one's gonna love you
Welcome to my head at midnight

Midnight, midnight, midnight

Good at being busy, keeping up with friends
Tryna stop anxiety from catching me again
I've tried everything, I'll do anything (I'll do anything)

I'm my own worst enemy at night (at night)
All the voices come alive
Saying: You're a disappointment
And you're fucking up your life
It's a really lonely fight
When the monsters in your mind
Tell you: No one's gonna love you
Welcome to my head at midnight

Midnight, midnight, midnight

Welcome to my head at midnight